wow havent written in a while

to sum up what been goin on....well

got grounded cuz my faggot mother found a note that sayd i wwas drinking and a few other minor details about a gurl i like and cant stop thinking about.....my life is ruined.....jsut when things were gettin good shit happens and fucks everything up.......anyways im jsut goin to ahve to deal with it until then im not allowed ot step foot out my house i cant even go to sams..i dont kniw what ima do......hopefully my mom will get over herself......

well school sucks and i already cant weait for summer

my bday is in 21 days..hha ima be 16 ..holla,

i miss my friends

Mary<3 smithie<3 sam<3 Rosanna<3 Johnnie<3 and everyone else im not allwoed to see...

life is ass

well... from what i see here i havent updated in a while...

so lets catch up...

spend most days with samantha jean.......the rest if the time im with everyone else.....

i have a boyfriend? isnt that odd?....if you wanna kno who ask me and i shall telll you....

im at smithies and we hung out with drunk mike tonight....hes a cool guy..

samantha jean made me upset today.......she gets the best of me i swear.....i still <3 her tho....

well im goin to go now .,..me n smithie need to find her mommas  drugs =)....

Goodbye my lil idiots

well today was a boing day.....i did absolutely nothing..nothing at all i sat on my computer form 10 this morning to right about now......

mary and smithie came by to visit me =) .....we tried to make up screen names, i think mine is guna be IeatMold. or BerriesOnMySocks???? who knows mary and smithie are guna make it up...lol

my mom was being a psycho bipolar bitch today

o well i have to be up early tomaror cuz im goin to ride my bike to mcdonalds to get sam tomarro at 12...then im hanging out with her and then who knows from there....

i guess ill write tomarro!<3

Another amazing day....

Today i got up at 11....took a shower then went to smithies.....

Chilled wit mary and smithie....then got roland.....chilled...got will....found johnnie...hung out  at smithies house....then  johnnie roalnd mary and jess lleft......Few hours later johnie calls me..i leave with him at 7:30.....and chilled with rosanna, roland, jess, and john.........got ripped.....And then drove around.....

came home at 9 and ate everything from my kitchen..

Today fuckin rocked...

i want every day to be like today =)

maybe summer wont be so bad after all??? who knows ..lets see

well......i belive i will start to write in my xanga again......its been a while.....so i think its that time again.......

lets see my first real entry for the summer....

Today i got up....went to the eye doctor,, that was fun i got new glasses..der black and purple =) kinda cool.....then my mom took me to Marys.....me n smithie walked to sams..where sam and jackie were, chilled there.......then went back to Marys...walked around with erica and then me ne smithie went to mcdonalds...

we wound up hanging out with lauren and alyssa for a while..that was awkward..we went to shoprite where i waited for rosanna to get off work....then marys mom picked us up and took me home......

I came home n chilled...then talked to roland<33.......we had a very good talk......

now here i am....

well im tired im goin to sleep...im goin to smithies tomarro..that should be fun

Roland- im here for you wheneva you need me...I LOVE YOU!<3 forever!